Went to the Endeavour last night with some more failures. Have experienced a mood last night that I never expected or dreamt was in me re. jealousy. I'm absolutely head and ears in love. Alice was there and I couldn't prevent Edgar Waters seeing her home. Ernie took Eunice home as had ? home with a crowd of waiting fanatics much to my disgust. Ye gods what a fool I've been to let Alice go like this. Still I didn't want Elsie and her to part company, that was why. However it seems to me they are irrevocably parted. Played war with Elsie for not going to see Alice when she was ill - rotten of her. Elsie still mad on Farnells. Now's my chance to open a new campaign to lay seige to Alice.